3.28.2007
|12:24 pm|
4 more months to uni and yet I am still jobless!! How to pay my school fees haha. Apply so many jobs and yet the only one who replied asked me whether I know Microsoft Access!! Of all, access.. the only one which I don't know.
Actually I am ok with being jobless, maybe it's another good chance to train up my body and look like a spartan haha. I do hope to take part in some of the marathon at the end of year, so I better start training now, if not how to complete them.
If you got any good job to recommend me, do give me a call bah and I will give you a treat on my pay day. It's a deal so ciao!!
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3.18.2007
|10:15 pm|
After watching Ren Ci charity show 07, I can only say, I really need to do some self reflection. Sometimes, we ourselves, find excuses for our own mistakes and never admit it. Because of your own "face" problem or just it is the nature of human.
Many of a time when I faced with a problem, I would try to escape from the fact or just simply run away from the problem. But why? Isit really that difficult to solve or simply my mentality is not strong enough. Doing charity is from our own heart, yet we are slowly evolving into a point where I will only donate if I can see shows. Indeed, when problems never happen on yourself, you can never feel the pain. But if you give it a deep thought, you will find that problems can be solved if you have tried to tackle it earlier. Yet people are just giving never ending excuses. If you had watched the show, you will know that, no matter how hard the challenge is in front of you, all you need is just take a step at a time, you can still reach your aim eventually. The process may be long, but the result is fulfiling. This is the type of achievement which you can never experienced unless you conquer it.
So, rather than running away from problems, I hope I can conquer each obstacle which is in front of me and I truly believe our mind is very strong and can overcome any problem ahead of us, all we need to do is believe in your own self. Trust me! Do reflect.
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3.11.2007
|4:31 pm|
This is the Eng Version of the song 专属天使 by Tank from the TV Serial 花样少年少女, hope you will like it.
专属天使
Never say goodbye
Would you tell me why
Look into my eyes
You say you can't be mine
I dazed into the sky
No matter how I try
I realise my dreams are so high
Never wanna cry
Yet I cannot hide
Always by your side
Helping you through the tide
When everything is fine
You dumped me like a toy
Swallow my pride
Just hope you can be mine
*Chorus:
When there is nothing mean much more than you
The way you smile
Will make my day
No one can replace
When there is one day you will say I do
I promise you
With all my life
That I will love you till the day we die
I hope I can fly
Fly you to the sky
Walking down the aisle
Is the best of my life
So please don't say goodbye
Because tears have run dry
If without you I doubt I can survive
*Back to chorus
You walked into my life
And then you leave me behind
Is that how you treat me
All that you say were lies
*Back to chorus
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3.03.2007
|4:47 pm|
2 months of relief teaching had gone and I had only one conclusion, that is kids are so different nowadays....
To my students reading this, do not feel angry about it, because this is from my observation. For my other friends, hope you can go down to your secondary school and have a look and see whether you have the same consensus as me.
Firstly, let me comment on their behaviour. From sec 1 to sec 5, the proper manner in them is no where to be found. Basic greetings, courtesy, all these are some of the qualities things no longer with them. Just take for example, in class, I needed to stare at them for 5 mins before they realised that they need to greet me and so they greeted me---- in their seats!! Ok fine, as long they did greet me. Then, as I was about to start my lessons, students started to go toilet, chatting and doing their homework. So I kept silence for awhile hoping they will give me their attention but to my surprise, NO!! Getting more and more frustrated, I began teaching. After teaching towards the end of lesson, then they would tell me: " Cher, I do not understand what you mean, can repeat everything again!" I was glad that the floor was not red in the end. The best part was that the students who asked me to repeat were those who were chatting.
Secondly, if you think the vulgarism you had experienced in the past were abundant, try the students now. I got a student whose vocabulary in vulgar was much better then her english. Some of the vulgars I heard were only those that should be used in army!!! And to encourage multi racial, the chinese used malay vulgars, malay used hokkien vulgars and indians used english vulgars. And they are not remorseful for the usage of the words. No wonder our english standard is constantly dropping.
Lastly, I think the students nowadays are joining the disabled society because most of them got hearing problem. Ever try standing at the rear of the bus? Now I doubt you will have a chance to stand there. Reason is that these kids practically become deaf upon hearing the driver requesting them to move to the rear and they will just stare blankly and act as nothing happens. Poor me, I had to force to wait for the next bus when actually the bus can take another 10 more passengers. Sometimes I am wondering why the students are so smelly nowadays, but now I know why, because they had become part-time fishmonger!!
To my students, do not give me the same excuses for not handing up your work, because Singapore is encouraging creativity, so I hope next time when it is time to hand up your work, you can give me reasons like I accidentally put my paper with the newspaper and sold it to the garang guni, maybe I will give you 5 more marks for your next test, maybe....
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2.25.2007
|9:38 pm|
Sometimes I ask myself, what am I searching for in my life, am I enjoying what I am doing now. In the end, I could not give myself an answer.
I keep telling myself I want to start my own business but when others ask me what business I want to do, I say I don't know. How can I start my own business when I do not know what business I am heading into.
My friends always say teaching is the easiest way to earn quick money why? Because the working hours are short yet the pay is quite good. The passion is there, I am trying my very best to teach well. I know sometimes I cannot explain the topic well, that's why I am trying different ways so that the students can understand what I am talking. The response I got back from my students were chatting, playing, sleeping. I tried to contain my anger, but there is always a limit to everything and they are really testing my limit.
I am still glad to see some students who are not strong in maths but still trying their best to do their work, it makes me more willing to help them to overcome the problem. I don't mind giving remedial but if you are not committed to do my work, what's the point of me explaining the whole thing over again.
It's fine if you find me naggy because only this way I can try to motivate you all to study harder and not regret your actions. Soon, you will not see me, so prepare to pop a few bottles of champagne for my departure, CHEERS!!
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2.19.2007
|8:59 pm|
Finally my days in army has gone. On 7th Nov 2006, I have been declared freedom, what a special day for me and my friends. ORD!! Leaving army with quite a heavy heart indeed, this camp leave me with some fond memories especially my days as a mess boy. I am very grateful for what my CSM had helped me. Without him, I doubt I can leave the camp in one piece!!
Guess what, my first plan of all was to lose WEIGHT! YES! I had gained mass horizontally and reaching a whooping 76.5kg. So my plan was to shed some weights so that no one can say I am fat anymore. It was very depressing when everyone who walked past you try to squeeze your stomach and kept telling you that you are getting fatter everyday.
The hard days for losing weight had finally finished, and I am very proud to announce that my current weight is69kg. Indeed, this is very encouraging for me and for everyone who is interested in losing weight. If you need help, do find me and I will try my best to help you trim down!
Also, I had been working as a relief teacher at.... my ex-sec sch HONGKAH SEC, I was so excited upon hearing that I will be teaching there, because I missed this school alot, the teachers here were marvellous and I always want to try to help the school if I can. But never did I expect my relief teaching has become a nightmare for me, because I am a full time relief, meaning I will be teaching my classes maths.
My classes include 4N1, 4C and 2N3, I guess 3 classes are enough to create problem for me haa.
This is my analysis for these 3 classes:
4N1 a.k.a my form class--Lots of malays and lots of girls, clever but lazy, not hardworking, a very fun class actually.
4C a.k.a my small class-- With just 26 students, life should be easier but not... Horrible attitude, arrogant look and lazy behaviour, but I am seeing improvement. GO 4C!
2N3 a.k.a my no big no small class-- Treat me like their friends, always run around, super noisy, very rebellious, enough to spoilt your day.
I am also helping my teacher in assisting my coach for badminton training
This is the analysis:
Sec 1 : Need to start from scratch
Sec 2 : The able to train group
Sec 3 : Think they are very good group
Sec 4 : Girls' Fan Club Group
Let's hope my sec 2 students will produce decent results next year after my hell training haha!!
I will post again soon, so I will wish all my friends a very happy CNY and cya soon... Yk signing off
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|8:56 pm|
After 1 and half year, I am back in this blogging world. Just want to thank my students for motivating me to start my blog again.
I will continue to post my songs here, while posting some of my stories with ya.
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6.19.2005
|10:34 pm|
It has been 3 months since I last blog haha... Guess there are more cobwebs on my blog more than my white hairs lol not funny....
Well, hi I am back!!! I am not aiming to be the blog of the month or what... Who cares whether my blog attracts attention, who cares whether there are more than 4000 people viewing my blog in a day, who cares whether I put any nude photos on my blog....
Human are always curious about special things and love to spread rumours around and this is why reporters have their jobs(trivial stuff...)
Anyway, I just feel like writing some words on my blog though i know my blog has been deserted by my friends.
Do you believe in change of luck? I seriously believe in it... Cause I had experienced that too. How can a person be down and out for so long? Luck has never really been my side for a year but suddenly my luck has come and I really feel very relieved. At least I believe in myself more and I know that luck can actually be the winning formula... Sometimes when luck comes, it comes in a bulk lol and it seems unstoppable. So isit good or bad? Good in a sense that it can brighten up your day. Bad in a sense that when will bad luck come again?
I feel lucky because no matter what ever things had happened around me, I had my family and friends. I may bring bad luck to them but they truly think that I am just over paranoid and bad luck just unable to invade fully into my life. I hope this is forever not that I am greedy, I just hope everyone around me is happy, then I will be happy too
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3.14.2005
|8:04 am|
After long absence.... I am back... in one piece!!! Lazy to blog haha
But since I have POP( passing out), let me recall the life in BMT
1st week
Just fresh enlistees, so we were given a honeymoon period
No push ups, no tekan, no guard duties... We were just assuming that was life in Tekong....
2nd week
Learn some basic lessons such as some PT training, BCCT, lectures
Punishments have arrived...
3rd week
Pre field camp.. Thus a lot of preparation, and a short trail to the forest to learn about the different type of wire which can ward or slow down enemies attack
I knew that there is a wire that is not called constantine but concertina wire haha
Also we learnt about the camouflage... Whole face full of green and black and go into the forest to pluck leaves and branches to consume ourselves.. Then we were told to go inside the forest and hide and make sure we will not get caught by enemies....
4th week
Hell week arrived, we learnt how to squash a whole towel , with admin shirt and shorts into a small ziploc bag.... Time for field camp!!!! A long walk to the campsite and many fallout because they could not adapt to this type of walk.... Punishment began. We were told to build our basha tents, but on one condition---standardizing. every tent must be aligned if not have to re pitch again.... After hard sweat, it was done, we were told to wrap up our barang barang into the tent and our education tour began...
For more information, please read my previous postings.....
Leopard Crawl rulez!!!
5th week
The most happy week because it was new year so we cannot get much punishments
6th week
Rifle range lol, the most fun part of bmt, 3 days of outfield activity at the 100m range.... We got to shoot real rounds, shiok arh... Want to learn any position? Proning, foxhole, kneeling/squating, standing shoulder ... Night shoot the best cos I am better at them, illum target , flashing target..... Snap target watch your front......
Friday we went to throw possibly the one and only grenade throughout the whole life. The impact was .... impressive... I recruit blahblah nric no. right masterhand no sweaty palm, is asking permission to enter the bay.... Safety ring twist, safety ring pull, safety pin out... grenade prepared and ready to throw... GRENADE, 1000,2000......6000 boooom!!!! Cool huh... Too bad that's the one and only one chance..
7th week
SIT test, a test to determine whether you can go OCS or not
We had to walk 8km before reaching the campsite then walked further 4km to make up for the 12km... 1st day was just lectures and distribution of work... Some tekan because the sergeants were too bored..
2nd day we had to walk 4km fast march , tiring but shiok... then we had our missions to carry out, fun missions but the process sucks... Incoming, incoming.... contacted.. arti lifted.... ARTI, ARTI, ARTI then run like siao then do leopard along the road, plus sniper.. wah they had to carry me on stretcher so paiseh... missions ended early because got forest fire... then we were told to prepare a performance for O.C night... I must agree the performance was superb and we were basically the best.. 3 cheers for Sir fatley and Fafiz!!! A great night and we were expecting more the following day.. Day 3, more missions but failed all then we were sent back by tunnel
Reach at 6pm but we had to clean our rifle!!!!! till 11pm, really very dirty... yucks the sand....
Then friday we had to walk the 16km route march, can walk if there is no blisters!!! blisters till i cannot walk and it is just the beginnning....
Sat we had SOC, doing the low ram maybe bcos of the blisters i cannot run way so i jump improperly and ... sprain ankle... painful sia, walked home crippled...
8th week
Nothing much, just doing the Basic Assault Course where you have to back crawl in the mud water... Then A level results.....
9th week
Alot of rehearsal for the graduation parade, and the main event of the bmt, the 24km route march.... Long sia.. walked from 3pm to 12+ midnight, of cos include rest and dinner, new blisters again haiz....
Next day got SOC, i never do cos i scare sprain my ankle again...
Wednesday was POP yeah.... book out in joy
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2.06.2005
|9:47 am|
Back from field camp
Completely shagged..~~!!!!
Although this 7 days seemed quite short to you, it has somehow been hell for me, not the kind of camp I wanted...
Day 1
Miss the road march cos I am excuse from doing it... Many fall out bcos the distance was too long
Then we pitched a basha tent there at campsite 1-- rubber tree plantation area..
Day1 was ok except that we need to pitch the tent a few times....
Day 2
A Sunday..... we began to get the taste of LEOPARD crawl... getting excited then you try it yourself... We also learn to listen to info.... blahblah top secret
Basically alot of lessons
Day 3
Afternoon, we got to move to the next campsite-- Oil palm plantation area....
Finally able to cook own food , but we never cos we don't want to do extra washing...
We learn to be quiet at night lol, we walked past another company campsite and some of the people didn't know we were there
Day 4
Early in the morning, we got punished for being to slow and was forced to leopard crawl
Then the rest of the day is about all the movements such as FCO...
A rather good day bcos we got fresh food....and a bath haha
Day 5
We got to shoot blank rounds finally, though it was nothing much but it was actually fun if never I.A.....Afternoon we move off to another campsite....
Around 7 pm, we reach there. the reclaimed land area
Nothing much, but we just got to sleep on a groundsheet without any cover on top.... insects attack
Day 6
The day where we would go shagged cos it was trench digging DAY!!!
From morning to afternoon, we would have to dig our own "coffin"
called the shellscrape, we would be proning inside when the enemy attack
From afternoon to night, whole section would have to dig a fire trench and everyone was shagged fully, amazingly, there was no reverly for the next day
Day 7
Japan bomb Singapore....
At around 6.50 am thunderflash exploded and we all got shocked and woke up and prone in our own shellscrape, then we ran our life to gather , but we were scolded for being slow again and kana pumping like siao....
then we were given 30 minutes to cover up the shellscrape and firetrench....!!!!! tiring you know!!!
Then we went for our movement test...
I was kana scolded like shit there bcos I was not doing things quite correctly and I am really very upset by that, I made the whole section suffered
Then we walked to SISPEC area where we did our BIC, where we will have to back crawl and leopard for a distance of 80m through the wires and live firing.... In the end I got plenty of injury around the elbows and kneecap, not including the cuts I got when we leopard crawl in the bushes....
Then we marched back to our company line
We were given 30 minutes to clean our rifle but we took 1 hr so we were liked rushing like sia as we were given 30 minutes to clean our up, pack our stuff and clean up the area..
As fastcraft is moving .... we chiong like siao for it bcos if we missed that, we would be "confined" till the next day.. fortunately we made it and home sweet home....
Lose some weights so it is good, but if the sergeants kept tekan us, we would really cry arh....
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1.23.2005
|2:29 pm|
Going to camp soon lol
Very soon I am going to field camp soon
But dunnoe whether I can go or not...
On 21st Fri , it was supposed to be a good holiday because I can go out with friends but in the end no one went out with me except yizong who went to buy CDs with me
On 22nd Sat, the botaks outing at Beach Rd lol, everyone was scrambling for stuff that the platoon sergeant asked us to buy... Manage to find a stall where we can cut the price about 50% lol, I dunnoe why too... But the feeling was good
Then met up with Kwoksiong, wesley they all at Orchard and jus walk around and crap
Then went to Coffee Bean to drink a glass of Raspberry Tea Latte, taste was okay but dunnoe why they say it sucks
Then went to watch soccer, and the jinx continue as everytime I watch them play, they will lose, just dunnoe why....
It was supposed to be a sweet nite but in the end it just nvr happened
If the rumours were true then I should be able to be back again this week if not we will be "confined" because of the field camp, gotta pack things now so cya soon
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1.21.2005
|10:42 am|
I am back from ns haha
Let me give you some facts in tekong
1) The shit theory:
When a recruit got into trouble, he would throw the shit at the highest position which is the
C.O , then C.O will throw the shit with his own shit at the O.C, the P.C will get the shits and he will throw it at the P.S accompany with his own shit, then P.S will throw the shit at the sergeants and the sergeants will throw every single shit back at you and you got alot of shit....
2) The papaya theory:
In the camp, try not to say yah to anyone who is higher rank than you, if not he will reply yah yah papaya and you will kana... finish drawing 100 papayas and hand to him.... you sure won't get constipation...
3) The water theory:
When we have water parade, we usually drink half or full bottle.... the theory behind it, do not leave any single trace of water on the floor or you are in for it.... But what did the sergeants told us to do when we cleared up the water collection point... Pour all the water in the metal dispenser away in the drain....
4) The bird shit theory:
Better march properly because they will complain even a single mistake and will comment your stamping of boots are like bird shits... without any coordination... Also , our boots can use as spade too because the sergeants always say dig your boots in.....
5) The clock theory:
Tekong's clock and watch seem to be alot faster and the recruits always suffer because the sergeant will say you have 1 minute to fall onto the road and you have 30 seconds left......
6) The pumping theory:
This is what I call the no punishment pumping..... When the sergeant told you to pump 20...
When you say too soft, they will say start and zero and by right you should shout one but by left you must shout zero..... And when they say start from minus 10, when you have done 10 push ups, you should reach zero and that is when he will say, see I only give you zero pushups, I am so good to you all...
7) The Highway theory:
By right a highway should be crowded with cars but there is one unique highway which has more soldiers than cars and possibly the only highway you can walk freely on... That is the tekong highway... Maybe Singapore should have more of this type of highway then the pollution will not have been so bad.. Rocky rules!!!
Hope you all will like it haha
Won't tell you about my life in ns but from the facts you should know lar...
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1.07.2005
|1:13 pm|
This is the last night at my house typing my final blog before I go in NS
Friends ask me whether I am excited
I am but accompanied with abit of sadness
Time to be independent
Been too reliance and granted for things easily
It will be a new life in there
New friends, new training, new learning space and a new beginning
But don't worry I will adapt to it as fast as I can
My friends told me that I will be lonely in the camp if I don't have any girlfriend
But if I have a girlfriend, how will I bear to let her be alone outside
Let the pain put on me better than on the girlfriend wasn't it a better option
Even though I can't talk to "girlfriend" at night, I got a lot of friends I can talk to
I will not be lonely haha
Just shave my hair just now
Look cool and I hope the life inside will be cool too even though the training can be demanding at times
I hope my blog visiting number can reach 1000 before I go in but doubt can lar
Do come to my blog often and I hope 2 wks plus later, it has reached the target
Thanks for your support and hopefully I can bring you better songs in the future
I sign off with my final song so take care my friends
Stephanie Sun's 同类 (English Version)
Looking at the sky, I just wonder why
Is there anyone, who can share my sorrow
As the time flies past, I just can't forget
Hoping you were there, to watch the sunset and gaze the stars
You, walked right past me, n'ver turn and look at me
Love, always not sweet, the phobia never cease
Dream, always a dream, sometimes
I really hope that that the world would never turn again
Time, would not wait for, anyone that who is slow
Heart, once it's broken, you can never mend it back again
You can't turn back time, once it's gone it's gone
Even you regret, there's nothing that can change the fact
Daladalala......
You, walked right past me, n'ver turn and look at me
Love, always not sweet, the phobia never cease
Dream, always a dream, sometimes
I really hope that that the world would never turn again
Time, would not wait for, anyone that who is slow
Heart, once it's broken, you can never mend it back again
Do not remember the past, just walk and don't look back
Love is by my side, yet the fate unknown
I know I will wait, for you even though that you turn old
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1.01.2005
|1:15 pm|
S.H.E 我爱你 (2nd English Version)
In memory of the natural disaster
It came so fast and no one knows
The day has turned to night
It was supposed a paradise
For us to take a break
The sea was so calm and so clear
But yet it became the silence killer
Tell me why, how could you,
Separate families and homes
Tell me why, I don't know,
Why do you take away their souls...
And never returns
The pain had inflicted on us
Like the sword that pierce through heart
The yell, the scream and the cry
Could never savage the lost ones
The island has turned to atlantis
And what we could do was only to run
I love you, must be strong,
Never give up dream and hope
I love you, don't let go,
We will come and rescue you
Together we will fight and don't give up any hope
We'll tide through the storm, and battle the war
Don't you ever give up though time is ticking
Comon show your courage, stand up and fight for
Your love ones and your dream, must believe, hang on till the end
I love you
Tell me why, how could you,
Separate families and homes
Tell me why, I don't know,
Why do you take away their souls
I love you, must be strong,
Never give up dream and hope
(哪里都一起去,一起仰望星星,一起走出森林,一起品尝回忆一起误会妒忌,一起雨过天晴,一起更懂自己,一起找到意义,我爱你,我不要没有你,我不能没有你,绝不能没有你)
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|1:07 am|
When I thought I was encountering the worst time in all the my life
The natural disaster arrived
It arrived silently
It came silently and left silently
The silence...
A paradise turned into hell
No one was celebrating, everything was like a movie...a dream
The longest silence I had ever thought of
It was not Friday the 13
Yet it was worse
From a moment where everyone was suntanning and having fun
To a moment where everyone was motionless
Just that moment
It separated families
It destroyed homes
It demolished a nation
It changed the world
No one expected it
Everyone thought it was just a normal wave
How to run
Tell me
Nobody wants to end the year in pain, in sorrow
Yet it silently took away our happiness
It may have left
But the destructions it had done cannot be mend
Even the sky is raining
God is crying
Why did it happen
Why must the love ones be sacrifice
I wish it was me
If I could save everyone
I am willing to sacrifice
My death will not bring as much pain as it is now
WHY
Why must you do that to the world
When will there be world peace
Isit the end of human reign
Please bring peace to the world in 2005
Let the pain leave us forever
Protect us from harm
Let the world stay peacefully forever
Please....
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12.23.2004
|8:44 pm|
I think the world will be better without my existence
My presence only bring pain and unhappiness to others
I don't mind being a clown but if I am a clown that didn't smile
I don't deserve to be one
I don't expect everyone to be nice to me but at least let me know that I am being part of it
Seeing so many suicide cases I just wonder why they did that
Cos they feel that their presence is not needed?
Or they feel that it is to relieve their own pain
When people say everyone has 2 sides like a coin
I agree but people don't look at both sides
They only believe what they see and what they assume
Assumption can kill, a word that may seem insignificant to you may hurt another person greatly
How i wish people can get closer to me and know me better and not just think that I am just someone who allows you to take adavantage of
My fren told me everyone has their ups and downs and a person cannot be always having their downs
I believe i am still sliding to a bottomless pit, maybe the downfall is just the beginning
Sometimes I just do not wish to face reality cos it is harsh
I tried my best but so what, the world is just too realistic
I am afraid of getting back to square one
You may say my ego is too high but this is the only way I can do to hide my disappointment
When you like someone, people always say tell him/her you like him/her, don't be afraid to get rejected but how many times can you say that? And how many times can you take the word rejected and try again
Loving someone is painful, why am I always the one to like someone and not the other way round
I am too tired of it
Call it phobia, sometimes when people envy you and call you bachelor, I call it phobia
the phobia of loving someone again cos you know if you get rejected again, your confidence will be dashed
Why must a person splash cold water on you when you are caught in the rain
Why a person must dash your hope when you are trying to work your way up again
Can't they just give you that bit of confidence, like a car may need petrol to work
A person need to have confidence
Maybe that person is me
Maybe I should not exist for 2004
Maybe I should go
Maybe...
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12.16.2004
|9:45 pm|
S.H.E 我爱你 (English Version)
Look at the face I don't know why
It's time to say goodbye
Open your eyes to see the sky, and feels the winter cry
Don't sleep anymore, I just don't care
You promise you will watch sunset with me
I love you, don't let go, you're my angel and my soul
I love you, and I do, I just want to be with you...
Protect you from harm
Maybe it's a test to challenge me
To see if my heart is true
Doesn't matter you forget me, just open your eyes look at me
I'll stay by your side, morning till night
Sing you a love song, a song of our own
I love you, must be strong, never give up and let go
I love you, don't you know, just have to hang on till the end
Together we will fight and don't give up our dream
We'll tide through the storm, and battle the war
Don't you ever give up though time is ticking
Comon show your courage, stand up and fight for
Our future and our dream, I believe, true love and promise
I love you
I love you, don't let go, you're my angel and my soul
I love you, must be strong, never give up and let go
I love you, don't you know, just have to hang on till the end
(哪里都一起去,一起仰望星星,一起走出森林,一起品尝回忆
一起误会妒忌,一起雨过天晴,一起更懂自己,一起找到意义,
我爱你,我不要没有你,我不能没有你,绝不能没有你)
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12.13.2004
|11:35 pm|
From Michael Learns To Rock-- You Took My Heart Away(Chi Version)
镜子好像在看我
举棋不定在角落
不知怎么做取舍
庸人自扰又为何
唱着烦人歌
红色玫瑰心带刺
却是上天的赏赐
情人节里少了它
就像咖啡没加糖
味道。。真苦啊
我的心因为他
让我忘了害怕
有了他的存在,世界变得很大
不管他身在哪
就算天涯海角
我也会永远在他身旁
你像蒲公英飞翔
好想停在手心上
风一吹就消失了
这么近却又抓不牢
或许缘未到
我的心因为他
让我忘了害怕
有了他的存在,世界变得很大
不管他身在哪
就算天涯海角
我也会永远在他身旁
樱花盛开
花瓣撒落空中
春去秋来
错过了明年才会开
我的心因为他
让我忘了害怕
有了他的存在,世界变得很大
不管他身在哪
就算天涯海角
我也会永远在他身旁
我也会永远在他身旁
我也会永远
我也会永远在他身旁
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12.12.2004
|10:12 pm|
after many of the songs i guess i shld write something before no one supports my blog
tmr morning will be my first physio session, i dunnoe what will we be doing but i know that i am very worried
this injury has been bothering me for 9 months already, seeing people enjoying their sports game and playing competitively, i am absolutely sad... unable to compete at my highest level was my regret for the year. I have been enduring with this pain and it just won't go away, the pain can be persisting, it can come and go, i cannot know when it will come. When it come, i will feel very painful... finally i seek proper treatment and the doctor say my shoulder blade has problem and i am relieved at last because i know what is the problem..
I really wish to be active in sports especially badminton and gym but i just could not do it at my optimum ability, i am sure i will be receiving my treatment even during my ns time and hopefully the officers will be understanding..
This is an injury that will not 100% recover, the implications i will know it when i grow older
Sometimes i just wonder why am i so unlucky to have this type of injury even though i have plenty of warm ups, tough luck, just not meant to be
It is now hindering my training for pre-ns and i guess i will be victimise when i go tekong
Hopefully everything will be just fine..
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12.11.2004
|1:12 am|
The Moffatts-- Who Do You Love
你在哪
我寻觅这么久了
双手还是抓不到。。。爱情
在的时候
我只是把你当做一个好朋友
普通的朋友
起飞的那一刻
才知很爱你
Who do I love?
Who do I need?
少了你在左右
我失去了自我
Who do I love?
What do I feel?
那空虚的心灵
没人能代替
不知道将来会发生什么事情
但是现在能做的还有很多
我明白
我心只有你
心只有你
转过身
才发现缺点根本不会让你不。。。完美
那甜美的微笑
让我像雪人在太阳下溶化掉
温暖我心房
有谁能办得到
你让我知道
Who do I love?
Who do I need?
少了你在左右
我失去了自我
Who do I love?
What do I feel?
那空虚的心灵
没人能代替
不知道将来会发生什么事情
但是现在能做的还有很多
我明白
我心只有你
Who do I love?
Who do I need?
少了你在左右
我失去了自我
Who do I love?
What do I feel?
那空虚的心灵
没人能代替
不知道将来会发生什么事情
但是现在能做的还有很多
我明白
我心只有你
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12.05.2004
|2:15 pm|
My chinese version of Hoobastank-The Reason
当你离开的那天
我失魂落魄,不知所措
你说我不够爱你
我全心全意,难道是我错
分手那么容易就说出口
你转身倒头就走
为何要让我难过
你怎能说走就走
一句解释都没有说
当做没发生过
如果你不再爱我
那山盟海誓又算是什么
要是我有什么错
你告诉我,我一定去改过
只要你不玩得那样过火
不然我真不想活
为何要让我难过
你怎么说走就走
一句解释都没有说
当做没发生过(X4)
我不是那么完美
但我的真心诚意应足够
请不要这样轻易就放手
让我们再从来过
为何要让我难过
你怎么说走就走
一句解释都没有说
当做没发生过
要我过得洒脱
该放手就该放手
如果缘分已走到尽头
至少我曾经爱过
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12.02.2004
|6:36 pm|
My version of Hoobastank-The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
Didn't know how to ask her out for a date
And chances just slip pass by
I only dare to see her from afar
Hoping she will turn around to look at me
But that day has never come
There is no excuse from me
To say she's not meant for me
To win over her heart is not tough
I'll just have to work hard
Her friends say I have no chance
So please don't waste time and effort again
It's easy just to give up
But deep down my heart pain is killing me
The warmth in me can't melt her ice cold heart
Please tell me what can I do
There is no excuse from me
To say she's not meant for me
To win over her heart is not tough
I'll just have to work hard(x4)
I'm not a perfect person
But it doesn't mean that I can't fall in love
So do give me a chance to prove to her
And she will never regret
There is no excuse from me
To say she's not meant for me
To win over her heart is not tough
I'll just have to work hard
I cannot forget her voice
So special and she's so wonderful
I only want to be with her
From the day till the night
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