12.12.2004
|10:12 pm|
after many of the songs i guess i shld write something before no one supports my blog
tmr morning will be my first physio session, i dunnoe what will we be doing but i know that i am very worried
this injury has been bothering me for 9 months already, seeing people enjoying their sports game and playing competitively, i am absolutely sad... unable to compete at my highest level was my regret for the year. I have been enduring with this pain and it just won't go away, the pain can be persisting, it can come and go, i cannot know when it will come. When it come, i will feel very painful... finally i seek proper treatment and the doctor say my shoulder blade has problem and i am relieved at last because i know what is the problem..
I really wish to be active in sports especially badminton and gym but i just could not do it at my optimum ability, i am sure i will be receiving my treatment even during my ns time and hopefully the officers will be understanding..
This is an injury that will not 100% recover, the implications i will know it when i grow older
Sometimes i just wonder why am i so unlucky to have this type of injury even though i have plenty of warm ups, tough luck, just not meant to be
It is now hindering my training for pre-ns and i guess i will be victimise when i go tekong
Hopefully everything will be just fine..
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